yesterday was my 20th birthday. wow, it feels so weird to think that i'm 20; i feel so old.

celebrate it with the sluthouse at zouk. i'm sad i didn't get to drink more of the champagne that deacon bought as my birthday present, but i got g to stay for the entire drinking session until we went in. danced for about 5 minutes with s and gave my number to this french guy (whom i also shared a kiss with). i think right now he's freaking out over the fact that i'm only 20 haha.

found out today that s did something quite manly for me last night! haha. and g said he is going to break up with his gf. i don't know what i'm feeling. i love being with him but i don't know if i'm ready for another commitment right now. it's lovely knowing that there's someone who'll always be there for you, but then again i've only known him for so short a period of time that i don't know if he's someone whom i will love whole heartedly. i guess i'll find out along the way.

ah well, xavier gave me one of the best presents. i managed to get sufficiently drunk such that i forgot how i got back the last night hahaha. but this morning i woke up with my contacts out of my eyes, in my own bed, but without my underwear =x i hope i lost them in the toilet!